Why me?
Why is it me that always has to take the hardest route in life? I always have to make my life so much harder than it has to be. I don't understand why... For once in my life I just want something handed to me like everyone else in this world. I know I have a strong belief that God will not give you anything that you did not work for.... But for once in my life I want to take the easy route. I don't want to have to fail at everything I do all the time. After a while it take such a toll on me mentally. I begin to collapse and can no longer go on. I often feel like no one understand the stress I am under except those who are here with me.
While everyone else my age is enjoying their summer off college, I am waiting on the biggest test grade of my life which decides my future. I feel like we are under so much pressure especially for my age. For instance, all college kids are known to drink under age, but if I were to get caught drinking under age I would immediately get an Article 15 and be discharged. Sometimes I feel like we are constantly being babysat where ever I go because one person messed up so I must pay the price of his or her mistake.
When life gets tough for some reason I just love to cry. I guess it helps relieve all my stress and makes me feel better. Some people see crying as a weakness but it is better than eating, anger and etc. when stressed.
I just have to stay strong and believe that God has a plan for my life no matter what. Even though he has dragged my though I have gone through so many trials, I will get to where he wants me by believing in him.
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While everyone else my age is enjoying their summer off college, I am waiting on the biggest test grade of my life which decides my future. I feel like we are under so much pressure especially for my age. For instance, all college kids are known to drink under age, but if I were to get caught drinking under age I would immediately get an Article 15 and be discharged. Sometimes I feel like we are constantly being babysat where ever I go because one person messed up so I must pay the price of his or her mistake.
When life gets tough for some reason I just love to cry. I guess it helps relieve all my stress and makes me feel better. Some people see crying as a weakness but it is better than eating, anger and etc. when stressed.
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I just have to stay strong and believe that God has a plan for my life no matter what. Even though he has dragged my though I have gone through so many trials, I will get to where he wants me by believing in him.
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