Life

No one ever really tells you how tough life is until you experience it for yourself. If I could have known how hard life is as a child, I probably would have hid from it. I still remember as a child on every birthday I would cry to mom because I didn't want to be older as a child. I would have nightmares as a child about growing up. For some reason, I feared not having the security of home. I think we all do at a young age. Nothing can really really prepare you for adulthood. I guess we just have to jump right in an experience it for ourselves. I know for fact that I have made many mistakes but I know that God has led me in the right direction. 

We all have struggle in our life. Some more than others but not one's struggles is greater than another's. I often hear from people, "Well I went through this so I am the only one who has struggled." That is completely untrue. God only gives us which we can handle with his help. Some have to walk through much more before they realize that they need god in their life. 

I know I have struggle in my walk with God. But I am realizing that I cannot walk alone as I will fail. I need God more than ever. I want god to walk with me...

"For we walk by faith, not by sight" 2 Corinthians 5:7

Sometimes I struggle with the fact why would any one die for me? I mean if you think about it would you die for someone of which the only relations was our God? Sometimes I question my self worth with God but I know that Jesus died for me! I am coming to terms that I am enough for God. I don't need to be perfect as who I am is enough for God. We are children of God. He created us out of his love for us. 

"For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be." 

Psalm 139:13-16

If you ask yourself if you are good enough for God, you are good enough! God loves all of his children. It breaks his heart to see you struggle. We cannot walk without God. Sometime it takes a hardship to see that God loves us. But God is there for you when life is good and bad. He walks with us. God always answers our prayers. It doesn't always mean we get what we want, but God gives us what we need... 

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